Read The Unwanted Wife and Her Secret Twins novel by Artemis Z.Y. Updated 2025 -26 - The Unwanted Wife and Her Secret Twins Chapter 454

The Unwanted Wife and Her Secret Twins Chapter 454

I needed to get out.

The walls of my apartment were closing in-not dramatically, not in that suffocating way people describe in books-just a gradual pressing that made my lungs work harder than they should. The air felt used. Breathed too many times by too many people.

I looked at Kyle still standing by the coffee table. His hand was on the edge of it.

“I’m going out,” I said.

“Okay.”

“The kids might wake up soon.” I glanced at the hallway. The doors were still closed. “If they do ”

“I’ll handle it.”

“Alexander needs help with his shirt. He always puts it on backwards. And Ethan won’t eat if his food is touching on the plate. Madison—”

“I know.”

I stopped. Looked at him.

“You know?”

“I’ve been watching.” He said it simply. “I know Alexander puts his shirt on backwards. I know Ethan doesn’t like his food touching. I know Madison counts to seven before she takes her first bite of anything.”

“Okay,” I said.

I moved to the closet by the door. Pulled out Gas’s leash. The metal clasp made that familiar jingling sound and Gas’s head lifted from her bed in the corner. Her tail did a single slow thump against the floor.

“Come on, girl.”

She stood-slower than usual. Her belly was noticeably rounder now. That male dog from the park had been efficient.

I clipped the leash to her collar. My fingers fumbled with the clasp. It took three tries.

“Mia.”

Kyle’s voice behind me.

I didn’t turn around.

“Yeah?”

“Are you okay?”

The question hung there.

I looked down at Gas. At the way her tail was wagging now. Full enthusiasm. Like

the world was still good and simple and worth wagging about.

“I don’t know,” I said.

Then I opened the door and left.

The hallway was empty.

Gas followed at her own pace. Her nails clicked on the linoleum. Click-click-click- pause-click-click-click. The rhythm irregular because of her belly.

We made it to the ground floor. The lobby smelled like someone’s breakfast-bacon and coffee and something sweet. Mrs. Rodriguez probably. She cooked elaborate breakfasts every Saturday morning. The smell always filled the whole first floor.

Outside, the November air hit me.

Cold. The kind that made your eyes water if you breathed it in too fast.

I stood on the steps for a moment. Just breathing.

The street was quiet. Too early for the Saturday crowd. A few cars parked along the curb. A delivery truck idling two blocks down. The bodega on the corner had its lights on but the metal gate was still halfway down.

I started walking.

Gas walked beside me. Not pulling. Just matching my pace. Her belly swayed slightly with each step.

We turned left at the corner. Headed toward the park. It was only two blocks but felt longer. Each step required thought. Heel down. Toe down. Repeat.

My breath made small clouds in the cold air. I watched them form and disappear. Form and disappear.

A man was walking toward us. Middle-aged. Wearing a suit under his coat. His tie was loose around his neck. He looked at Gas’s belly as we passed. “Puppies?” he asked.

“Apparently.”

He smiled. Kept walking.

We reached the park entrance. The iron gates were open. They were always open. Someone had spray-painted something on the left gate post. A word I couldn’t read. The letters overlapping.

Inside, the paths were empty.

The trees were mostly bare now. A few leaves still clinging to branches. Brown and curled. Holding on through some stubborn vegetable will.

I unclipped Gas’s leash.

She looked up at me. Her tail wagging.

“Go ahead,” I said.

She took off across the grass. Not running her belly made running impossible-but trotting with obvious joy. Her ears bouncing. Her tail up.

I followed slowly.

The grass was wet. Dew soaking through my sneakers. I’d forgotten to change into proper shoes. Wore the ones I’d slipped on by the door. The canvas ones with the hole near the left pinkie toe.

My socks were getting wet.

I didn’t care.

Gas stopped to sniff a tree. Then another tree. Then a patch of nothing visible but apparently fascinating to her nose.

I sat down on a bench.

The wood was cold through my jeans. Damp. I could feel moisture seeping into the fabric but I didn’t get up.

Gas was digging now. Front paws working at the dirt under a bush. Her back legs braced. Her whole body committed to whatever she was trying to excavate.

I watched her.

Taylor was dead and I didn’t know what to feel about it.

I pulled my knees up. Wrapped my arms around them. Made myself smaller on the bench.

A jogger passed. A woman in bright pink leggings and a gray hoodie. Her ponytail swinging. Her breath making rhythmic clouds. She didn’t look at me.

Gas abandoned her digging project. Trotted over to a different tree. Sniffed it thoroughly. Apparently approved of it because she squatted and peed.

I looked away to give her privacy.

The sky was getting lighter. That gray-blue of early morning pushing out the darkness. The streetlights along the park edge were still on. Yellow circles of light that would stay on for another hour at least.

Gas was back. Sitting at my feet. Looking up at me with her head tilted.

“What?” I asked.

She just kept looking.

I reached down. Scratched behind her ears. Her fur was soft. Slightly damp from the

grass.

“Your belly’s getting big,” I said.

She wagged her tail. Pleased with this observation.

“You know what happened?” I asked her. “Some male dog saw you in the park. Decided you looked good. Chased you. Got what he wanted. And now he’s gone. Just gone. Like nothing happened.”

Gas’s tail stopped wagging. She cocked her head the other way.

“That’s what males do,” I continued. “They take what they want. Then they leave.”

I stopped.

Gas was staring at me with those dark eyes. Non-judgmental.

“You don’t agree, do you?”

She licked my hand.

I laughed. Once. A short sharp sound that didn’t sound like laughing at all.

“You’re right. That’s not fair. That male dog probably didn’t know what he was doing.

He just followed instinct. Probably forgot about you five minutes later.”

Gas’s tail started wagging again.

“Is that better or worse?” I asked. “Being forgotten because they never thought about you in the first place? Or being forgotten after they said they loved you?”

A bird landed on the path in front of us. Small. Brown. It hopped twice. Pecked at something invisible in the dirt. Flew away.

Gas shifted. Put her head on my knee

“Why do women do that?” I asked. “Spend so much time caring whether we’re loved? Trying to be lovable? While men just-” I stopped. “While they just exist. While they just move through the world taking what they want and leaving and never looking back unless it’s convenient.”

Gas’s weight against my leg was warm.

Taylor could have done other things with her life. I thought about Taylor at fifteen. Coming into our house with her mother. How she’d looked at everything—my room, my clothes, my life-like she was cataloging what she wanted.

Gas licked my hand again.

I looked down at her belly. At the curve of it. At the life growing inside her that she

didn’t ask for but would handle anyway because that’s what bodies did. They kept

going.

“You’re going to be a good mom,” I told her. “Even though you didn’t plan this. Even though that male dog is gone. You’ll figure it out. You’ll love those puppies. Because

that’s what you do.”

She wagged her tail harder.